New Choice of Life~~~

Hi All,

Its been some time that i post again today is the eve of Chinese New Year.

There have been some changes to my work as i am abit overloaded for the past few months. I been given a choice to take up a management position as a Cafe Project Coordinator. I was in a cross road again at that time, as this is a very different path which is so far apart. One is to remain as a Training Officer, continue to help the Trainees in a very direct and up close situation. Another is to take up the offer as Cafe Project Coordinator, I will not be dealing with Trainees directly but if i can bring the Cafe Project to another whole new level, i can bring alot of whole new benefit to the Trainees and their Family.

With this kind of choice its so difficult to choose from. What will you choose if you will me?

So at the end, i still have to face the reality that i still have to setup a family too. This made me thinking in a very different prospective, i have to think for my love one too. My dear is very supportive towards my work, but that doesn't mean that can do anything without thinking of her future with me or taking her support for granted. And most of all, i am living in a Asian environment which males have to provide most of the support of the family. With all this reasons, it made me abit selfish out of sudden.

Am i thinking of deviating from my original intention for working in this line?

I started find excuses, "If i able to bring them into another level, i still benefit them."
"I still working for the Trainees but only in a different angle." All these are reason or excuses?
I starting to feel blur over it.

Leonard
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